Mental Health
MENTAL HEALTH
i don’t know what to do anymore
everything just keeps getting worse. just recently discovered if i have more than 3 drinks at the bar ill black out. led to a lot of fights with my parents. i’m 21. i just got my first car. last night while i was driving home from the bar the tire exploded and that just sent me over the edge. i dont see a purpose for me on this planet there is nothing for me and no reason for me to be here im just a dud. i just dont know how much longer i can suffer like this. doctor tried to prescribe me antidepressants but i dont wanna take antidepressants i just wanna get better i dont wanna not be able to cry i dont wanna lose my sex drive i dont wanna not feel anything. i dont know anymore.