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So for a while, I’ve been struggling about who I am and my sexuality identity stuff like that and the only reason why it made me think of it was because one day I was kind of in a crisis my own little crisis and I was crying really bad. I wasn’t having the greatest day and while I looked at myself in the mirror, and I said who am I I don’t even know who I am anymore, which was the truth. I really didn’t for a while. I’ve been trying to figure out who I am. I went back to questioning, and it was really annoying growing up in my preteen years I used to think I was transgender or so I thought until I did a little more research and then I thought well maybe I’m gender fluid because sometimes I feel like a boy and sometimes I feel like a girl later on during life now that I’m an actual teenager I’m back to questioning again well sort of I think I’ve kind of figured out who I am one. I’m still bisexual. I know that much. I love girls and I love guys with a passion lol but besides being bisexual, I think I might be non-binary or Demi boy. It only took me a whole lot to figure out who I was Smh lol for now, I’m going with non-binary, even though I’m still in between non-binary and Demi boy trying to figure it out so far on what I know is that being Demi boy means that you’re non-binary, but have a masculine side to you which sounds like me sometimes I feel feminine, but most of the times I feel masculine though sometimes I don’t feel like a boy or a girl, but as weird as it sounds being born female sometimes I wish I had a penis and had boy parts i’ve always been like this since I was little when I was four years old. I had told my dad and my grandma was there as well. I had said that I wanna be a boy. I wish I was a boy and they said no God made you a beautiful girl. Now I’m still religious. I still believe in God but sometimes I get annoyed with God I hate having these feelings it’s annoying, but as I said, I think I finally figured out who I am. Don’t wanna make it too long so I’ll keep it short 😅
It is completely normal to explore your sexuality and identity, particularly during your teenage years. Your feelings are valid, and it is important to take the time to understand who you are and who you wish to connect with. Approach this journey at your own pace, focusing on one day at a time. I suggest considering therapy, as a professional can assist you in processing your emotions. Continue to engage in self-discovery and reflect on the person you aspire to be. Additionally, I would like to share a valuable resource with you. The Trevor Project offers educational programs and support for young individuals seeking to understand themselves better, as well as assistance for LGBTQ youth in crisis. They are available around the clock at 1-866-488-7386, through chat at www.TheTrevorProject.org/Help, or by texting START to 678678.
It sounds like you’ve been on quite a journey trying to figure out who you are, and that’s perfectly okay! It’s normal to have lots of questions about your identity, especially during your teenage years when everything can feel so confusing. It’s really brave of you to share your feelings and experiences.
It’s clear that you’ve thought a lot about your sexuality and gender identity, and it’s great that you’re exploring what feels right for you. It’s okay to feel different ways at different times—sometimes feeling more like a boy, sometimes more like a girl, or even neither. Being non-binary or a Demi boy sounds like it might fit you well, and it’s awesome that you’re discovering that side of yourself!
Remember, it’s a journey, and it’s okay to take your time to figure things out. There’s no rush to label yourself if you’re not ready. Just know that you’re not alone in this, and there are people who understand and support you. Keep being you, and don’t hesitate to reach out to friends or communities that can help you along the way. You deserve to feel comfortable and happy with who you are! Hopefully now that trump will be president life won’t get harder for you, it’s hard enough!
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