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So I (13M) have hit puberty like a yr ago and ever since then my mood has been changing a lot. like a lot lot. sometimes I feel like as if i can do anything, and some days I feel rly sad and lonely and depresso espresso. but I feel like I have more sad "episodes" kinda than happier ones. and the worse part is that it kinda got rly severe. I looked at a stair banister and all of a sudden I felt like falling off of it basically k1lling myself. I want to tell someone, but I feel like ppl will just downplay it by saying "oh ur just sad you'll walk it off" or "ur problems aren't always that bad" and they proceed to go on some rant on how they had to walk through a mountain to get to a Dunkin and blar blar blar. I also don't have a phone so I cant text 2nd floor and/or other hotlines. can someone help me with this? I'd rly appreciate it thx