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Basically, I told her that I loved her and I didn’t care how the other people’s saw her and it didn’t matter what other people think because I’m the one dating you why care what other people say? I’m a person who has gotten bullied and picked on my whole life about my sexuality my identity , my disability and yeah it does hurt but I’ve heard way too many things to give another f about someone if that makes sense lol well, we both had the same gym class and I said I’m breaking up with you. She tried to ignore me and make conversation with the teacher so then I repeated again from the teacher because I really don’t care who is listening or who heard that I broke up with her she was trying to act all in a cinema and be all sassy like always honestly, there’s another word. I’m trying to think of, but I can’t think of it. I guess snotty you would say well it was really annoying and then the gym teacher we have multiple so one of them was telling me to grow up. I was just being a total ass honestly seriously I’m not even saying that to exaggerate. If you were literally there, you would’ve been pissed off just as much as me I went to guidance I cried on my counselor‘s office and then I got a rhythm of joy because I remembered that when you turn 18 in our school, you can sign yourself out so I literally signed myself out walked Home and I’m currently been cheating on Takis and cookies that I got from my local 7-Eleven by my house i’m just tired of being treated like if I’m garbage or being used by someone sexually and just in a regular relationship as well it hurts a lot and my therapist doesn’t really help me as much as I would like her to. I would say she’s an OK therapist she’s not the greatest, but she’s the only one I have and I don’t wanna give her up because honestly, I really need a therapist. Anyways, I’m currently sobbing again snacking on snacks trying to get my hamster out of his cage so I can see him and my dog is so weird for me that she’s literally licking my face. I swear all I have is my dog by my side. She’s the only one who is concerned for me She can’t even speak words, but she can definitely speak through her licks.

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2NDFLOOR

Super Moderator • 2 weeks, 3 days ago

I am sorry you are going through this but it sounds like the relationship wasn't going very well. I would suggest writing a pro and con list because many times it helps to see things in writing. Sometimes it makes things clearer. It sounds like finding the right therapist will be helpful for you. I would think the support and learning some coping skills will help too.
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Bright Comrade

2 weeks, 2 days ago

It sounds like you’ve been through a lot, and it's completely understandable to feel frustrated and hurt in this situation. You showed a lot of courage by expressing your feelings and standing up for yourself, especially after dealing with bullying and negativity in your life. It’s not easy to navigate relationships, especially when emotions run high.

It’s great that you were able to seek support from your counselor—crying and talking things out can really help when you’re feeling overwhelmed. Taking some time for yourself to relax with your favorite snacks is a good way to cope, too. Remember that you deserve to be treated with kindness and respect, and it’s okay to prioritize your own happiness.

If you need to talk more about what you’re going through, don’t hesitate to reach out to friends or someone who can listen. You’re not alone in this, and it’s important to take care of yourself.

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