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She said if I were to do it again that she would take me out of the club and that’s it I’ll be transferring to a different school cause she absolutely hates my school and is done because of basically me , everything that I’ve done basically she didn’t exactly say that, but I’ve done a lot of things in my school that basically she’s at the point where she’s done getting phone calls from my school. There’s some things that I’ve done like swearing at case managers and stuff because they absolutely suck at my school and aren’t the greatest so I’ve said some pretty mean things I’ve done some things and she’s getting calls at school is done with school altogether and I’m basically the reason I’ve been very sad and disappointed myself. I don’t know a lot of emotions and can identify a lot of my emotions but I can say that those are the ones that I am feeling and recognizing now. I am very mad at myself just because I can’t do anything right I can’t listen to my parents and do one simple thing that they ask me. I’m not like my siblings. One of my Has the smarts and my other sibling has a strong mental state which both of those things I don’t have I wish I could be like my siblings and you as my parents told me and just be a good child to For once because I feel like I’m not the greatest child I just feel like crap basically. I don’t have good friends like my other friends they had graduated high school I am now a senior in high school and I am still struggling. I thought that my senior year would probably be one of the good years out of all the years of high school because I have always struggled a lot from being bullied to my mental health destroying me. Yes, I did get bullied sophomore year because I kind of came out and started using the guys bathroom. I had identified as a male and still do and boys took pictures of me using the bathroom and airdroped it to all the popular kids and the next day came and I almost got jumped by a Group of boys after I came out of our local pizza shop to get food. I literally realize that one of the boys had went into my backpack and stole my money. Therefore, I didn’t have money to get food and when I came out, that’s when they tried jumping me my ex friend had asked me if I was OK because she saw that my face was red and that I was in tears and I just ignored her and basically walked home. I was embarrassed of myself And just felt like crap that was sophomore year, and it still haunts me as being a senior when I do the men’s room in school I do get here and there there is one kid who does harass me who is homophobic homophobic. I don’t care what people think sometimes what they think can get to me though, but this kid has harassed me a couple times and when I said, I’m a boy identifies a boy he identifies a cop so you can get out of the bathroom basically things like that and it’s sucked. I’ve never had great years in school because I’ve mostly been bullied my whole life ect.

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2NDFLOOR

Super Moderator • 1 month ago

You really are going through so much. It sounds like you are transgender and having trouble with other students because of it. Bullying is not allowed in school. You should speak to the Principal or counselor about this because you are protected.

Also, it sounds like you have difficulty in school and sometimes lash out at school employees. Again. I think it would be helpful for you to get some counseling to help you with your emotions.

Here are some resources for LGBTQ that might help: www.thetrevorproject.org
www.youthtalkline.org

I would recommend checking these out and if you need to contact us again, please feel free.

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