Health & Fitness
I don't understand why suicide is considered bad, I mean I get why but when you think about it your doing what you want, you don't have to worry about dying at the most unexpected time scared and afraid or sitting on a hospital bed fighting for your life. You get to choose when you want to die and how. Like If i wanted to kill myself tonight not that I will, but if I did want to, it would be at a time that I want it to happen and where and the time I want. I say this because I'm afraid of death soif I could I would be immortal. But, its like in the moment I would have to be afraid I could do whatever. ad
And I don't get why when your really going through everything no ones there or understands you, but when your gone everyone asks like there was no signs. I failed 3 attempts which is obvious because you wouldn't see this if it was a success. And I realize now that I only had 3 people that I felt really even cared about me and they weren't my friends or family, so that shows a lot.