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I feel like my whole family hates me, so I have been having suicidal thoughts and I don
i have been on here before but my life keeps getting worse like i feel like i'm living my life for my mom no matter what i do my mom is never happy with me a while ago i started cutting myself because thing weren't going right at home and i felt helpless i'm at a point where every mission god puts me up to i fail no matter how many times i try to change my mom brings up my pass like my mom got to live her life but now she is trying to live mine i stopped cutting myself for a little but now i started again i'm depressed i never do anything i always stay in my house because my mom wont let me go out now i feel like i'm in jail i cant do this anymore people hold me up to a higher standard because i'm a preacher's kid but im losing faith and im also losing myself i need help i cant do this anymore i have no fight left and this is my last hope for help
Most of the coping mechanisms you're describing are not healthy for dealing with your feelings. Self-harm doesn't help, cutting yourself off isn't going to help you get better, it really sounds like you need the help of a mental health counselor. Start with what's available to you and move forward from there. Speak with Mom and Dad about getting help for your depression and suicidal thoughts. If that's not helpful, go to a school counselor and tell them what's going on. There are people out there that can help you feel better, but you have to take that first step to reach out to them. You can Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-8255 or the NJ Hopeline at 855-654-6735. You can also call or text us at 888-222-2228.
If you are having suicidal thoughts contact 911 or the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-8255 immediately. We understand how difficult it can be to feel this way, and recommend that getting professional help asap is extremely important. You should not be going through something like this alone. Life can be extremely hard and there will be moments when we are unsure what to do. These feelings are temporary, but suicide is permanent. We can help you to find the support that you need so that you do not feel this way anymore. If you want to talk more about this or any other issue please call/text 2NDFLOOR Youth Helpline 24/7 at 888-222-2228.
Breakups can be hard and it is normal to feel sad for a bit, it just takes time to get over it. You can talk to your guidance counselor if you are in school about feeling sad after a breakup, that is what they are there for or you can confide in a trusted friend or adult. You can also use some coping strategies, such as doing activities that make you happy like watching funny shows/movies, listen to relaxing music, journal your thoughts, join a sport or gym or just start walking outside everyday. If you are feeling suicidal and not just having heartache after a breakup, then please don't hesitate to call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-8255 immediately so you can get help right away. I hope this helps you some and if you want to talk further just give us call at 888-222-2228 or text us anytime.
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